iT's mY liFe...

love

erm... i dun noe where to start... *warning* guess it will be a super messy post... so it's not too late to close this window n skip to another blog... =p

*disclaimer: e author often lives in her own fairyland of tales, haf great ideals of love tt can never be fulfilled in this mortals' world n as SW haf said, she is a simple minded person. so her viewpoint could haf great differential between e common readers. pls do not proceed if her viewpoint r not within ur tolerable error*

Personally, i feel tt it is v difficult to chance upon someone we like n e feeling is mutual for both parties in our short lifespan. i, for one, only found this particular person after 23 yrs of waiting. perhaps i might not be representative of the population, however, i guess i cant emphasis e importance of finding such a particular character. Mayb, we should sit down n ask our inner self (after removing all e masks we wear in our daily life) n perhaps, it could be in e most ah lian or ah beng manner(someone u wanna be in e past but could never be) "oei, until now hor, find someone u beri su kan (aka like in hokkien) n he/she also su kan li bo?

further, how often do we chance upon someone we can really communicate n talk abt anything under e sky?

cuz someone i know who is e greatest procasinator in my eyes sorta enlightened me wif e above qns... although he was filled wif regrets in his tone when he asked me these qns... but i guess he realised his mistake. n is dressing his own wounds in e meantime. but his qns enlightened me n tell me to seize watever tt means alot to me. n i hope... in turn, i can reach out to some crowds...=p

guess i shall tell this story to emphasis my points... (although i seldom tell this story but only to my close frenzs who bump into such probs)

i happened to noe 2 chars who found each other n never looked back. it's a true story n they happened to be someone who r v v v dear to me... they r... my grandparents.

in their times, great emphasis r placed on this thing called man dang hu tui. rich must be tog wif rich n vice versa. yet, guess fate like to play trick on all human beings... my grandpa... happened to be very poor. (ya, sounds like a tv series wif e poor scholar but it's true...hee) my grandma was born wif a golden spoon n they happened to noe each other n found each other. (ps: i think last time there is also no such thing as freedom to choose their future spouse)actually, i dun noe how much obstacles they transcended to be tog but i noe it was not some easy task n required alot of determination on their part. n to use determination to conclude how they share their whole lifes tog till death do they part is also an understatement ba. so often, i wonder... love must be e one who gave them strength to overcome watever tt come their way. n i noe deeply in my heart tt if they r given any 2nd chance, they will still be each other's final choice. (ps: at this pt in time, i'm still touched by their story for e umpteen times... tears just welled in my eyes n i refused to let them fall... hee)

so to my simple mind... to find someone u like n tt someone likes u is e meanest feat in e world. (if not, how come there r so many love songs eg. wo ai de ren ai wo de ren by qiu hai zheng... cuz they r often not e same person)

to me, love will iron out e vast differences as long as both parties strive to work towards it. seriously... i think in todae's world, nothing is impossible as long as both parties work towards a common goal. my grandparents did it in their times... n they did not let regret happen... so i think it will not be such a prob in todae's world... it shouldnt be... i trust tt...

posted by juzmi @ 2:54 PM